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The fact that it's here at all proves intent. <sub>[ Just saying, bro.

Sherlock hums once, his eyes scanning Lestrade's crumpled form and taking in far too many details to actively fixate on. Too much data, all confirming his suspicions of a man slowly being squashed under the weight of the world lying heavily upon his shoulders. He can relate. His indecision to join Lestrade weighs on him for a moment: alcohol is not his poison, especially when coupled with the very damning fact that he barely ever eats. It'll go straight to his head, and he knows it.

Still, that's what people do, isn't it? Commiserate. The whole point of drinking alcohol is to get drunk, (or, worse still, the point is to escape one's reality and the tedium of one's mind - a noble effort, but alcohol surely can't offer that much solace in that department? It's very disjointed, yes, but still a depressant. There's only one way to go, and it certainly isn't up). He could say all of this. He really could, but pointing out the obvious seems rather disingenuous when he's already here and already stepping his way over the furniture towards his side of the sofa, Princess quick on his heels. His mind had made up the second he'd placed the soles of his feet down onto the carpeted floor upstairs: this is just an extension of that decision. Socialisation is on the cards, even if that means getting through an awkward rendition of being human on Sherlock's part. He reaches out towards his scotch and mercilessly rips it open, casting Lestrade a sideways glance as he ponders the validity of conjuring a glass out of thin air (alas, if only his studies in magical lore had lead him that far), and he finds he doesn't care enough to actually go and get a glass from the kitchen - and so he swigs straight from the bottle, and it's honestly incredibly satisfying and it's not just the alcohol that causes it. A nostalgic wave of devouring books dedicated to pirates and the way they'd drink their rum straight from the bottle by the flickering flames of a makeshift fire. Companionable.

And considerably cooler than the image he portrays now, with his hair a mess and his pyjamas rumpled from the over-exertive amount of fuck all he's done today (or, at least, that's how it would appear: mental mapping is an arduous affair, but it seems relaxing from an outsider's perspective). The ball of fluff (affectionately titled Dog, as Sherlock refuses to call her Princess) has settled in between them after excitedly running from one lap to the next, with the detective offering a quick and lazy ruffle before returning his hand to his lap. ]</sub>

I'm certainly not your first choice of companion.

_{[ Or anyone's, for that matter. ]}

[dadstrade]

[ Lestrade knows all about Sherlock's opinion on alcohol. He's heard it all before. That's why it honestly surprises him a little that Sherlock has decided to join him, not just for the sake of companionship and some of that commiseration, but in drinking, as well. He watches Sherlock reach for the scotch, eyebrows raising slightly, but not in derision. It's just sometimes strange to see Sherlock in such a... well, human light. Of course he's always had faith in the humanity underneath his 'high-functioning sociopath' exterior, but it's one thing to believe in it and another to see it manifest in such obvious ways.

He thinks briefly to the medicine that was left in his bedroom. Of course there was never any shadow of a doubt in his mind as to who left it. He's sure that John would have managed to dig something up, and quite insistently if he had let on that he needed it, but he'd been trying to hide that. Such efforts are fairly pointless around Sherlock, obviously. Even if he's been spending even more time than usual boarded up in his room, he doesn't miss much when he finally does emerge from it.

His expression turns to a frown at Sherlock's statement, and he pauses on his next drink. It's true, broadly speaking, he can't deny that, but it's not really fair to suggest that it's the kind of choice that he made because Sherlock is somehow unworthy of his time or attention. There are plenty of reasons that things are... the way they are. Sherlock knows that, doesn't he? Of course he does. He has to. ]

I'm not yours, either.

[ He downs the rest of that drink after that and immediately busies himself with pouring another. He's not being dramatic, honestly, it's just truth. He accepted that a long time ago.

Still, it's an even more uncomfortably depressing train of thought than the ones that he's already been entertaining, so he decides to move on from it before he can give it too much consideration. He'll gesture vaguely with his glass as he speaks, almost to the point of spilling his drink. ]

I guess I don't need to explain anything to you, do I? You've got this one all figured out already, right?

[ Seeing the liquid sloshing about dangerously in his glass, he decides to drink some of it before he does spill it. ]